Happy Thanksgiving!

Hello everyone,

Yes I am still here lol. I have considered writing on here many times but something always comes up as you know. I have listened to the birds singing and the sun beaming through my window and enter to my soul.

I have been trying to find that which was lost in me. But now I find it may not have been lost, rather self has changed and is reinventing, very slowly with an understanding. What I perceived as long dark silences, I now see as time of discovery. I was going out a lot and enjoying my freedom with my friends in the form of dancing and drinking. Now I am more content to be home and just to be.

I still worry about being alone and facing the daily challenges that come along, but I face them one at a time the best way I can. I have dated for a while and with a few people but either friendship or aquintances. I am still talking to people and will still go out but now I am more content to experience this time for now.

I will say one I am talking to has caught my interest, but for now we are just getting to know each other, and it is to soon to know yet.

I wanted to wish all a Happy Thanksgiving and I am anxiously waiting the wonderful meal my mom is making.

Take care everyone,
Pixies:)