Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone, this is a season for forgiveness as difficult as that is sometimes. Recently had a something very disappointing happen in my life and hurtful... but forgiveness is divine, we never forget we just move forward. Today it is 12.12.12 and soon it will be the 12th hour also, so many predictions for this month. The only thing I am sure of if something does happen there is nothing we can do about it... if nothing happens the bills still have to be paid lol I am still working from home doing call center work, not easy with my hand as it is a lot more typing than I thought... but again trying to move forward. So much pain and sorrow in life and all around us that we tend to forget everyone is human. The pain we all feel is real and raw and it burns hotter than any volcano ever will, the trick is to stop the flow or at least slow it down by fighting it and facing it rather than trying to run from it... life follows when we run... life pauses when we turn and face it. For all the good and bad in all our lives U and Me are human, except it, deal with it the best you can and remember you... U... are not the only one. God bless you all and may the true meaning, peace and forgiveness find you all. Merry Christmas, Pixies

Hello everyone, Good news finally, I have been working at the call center the last 2 weeks. Today I got a call confirming I have been hired for the at home job I have been trying to get for months!! I am happy and excited to go through this new adventure and see where and how it goes. On a bad note, having major problems with my car, took it to so called professionals who told me it was safe to drive only to find out the back tire could have collapsed at anytime! Yes I have reported it to the better business burro and it is being investigated. Fall is here and this is my favorite time of year, fresh air, less bugs and soon the start of beautiful colored leaves. For once I look forward to it coming as I am becoming more content now in my life. I have accepted that which has happen, the things I can not change, and what I have at the moment. I do hope all who read my blog also find happiness in their life no matter how small it is... enjoy it, celebrate it for life is one big lesson to be learned but never understood. Have a great night, Pixies

Strange orange lights

Hello everyone, I have a strange story to tell you and I swear it is true. I am in Nova Scotia Canada, Lunenburg county, at approximately 9:12 PM I looked out my window and saw 5 or 6 orange balls going through the sky. At first I thought someone was shooting fireworks, but within seconds I knew it wasn't. There was very high thin clouds scattered about but none blocking my view. I watched as these lights appeared to be going towards the upper atmosphere and then disappear... and not behind a cloud. I ran to grab my camera but only got a fading shot of one just before it disappeared. I was amazed and bewildered at what I was seeing, after the lights disappeared I went back inside(I went out back to snap the picture I took). All this happened in a few minuets, so I went to the front door to look out... Out front I saw a shadow crossing by the moon!... it was huge compared to the half moon, and it did not have any lights on it at all that I could see... again I would say it appeared the object was in the upper atmosphere as it appeared as a shadow in the clear sky.I saw this object because of the moon light and because it seemed to be close to the moon. After seeing this object I couldn't help but wonder... could it have been tracer fire I had seen chasing that object only a few minuets before?... I am not sure, I only know it appeared to be that way and I DID want to share this story!! No I am not drinking and I do not do drugs, but there is definitely something going on in this area tonight. I am keeping an eye on the sky but I have not seen anything since this time. This just goes to prove truth really is stranger than fiction! Look up and be amazed, Pixies :)

Moving on

Hello everyone, Well I guess it is time to move forward,and move on into a new job with new experiences. After testing my hand/wrist at work after a year and a half, I was very disappointed that I would not be able to continue with heavy physical use of it. I am starting a new job on Monday Aug. 20th at the call center. I am looking forward to a new challenge and I hope for long term employment. I know what your thinking... and yes I have heard the stories of working there too, but I prefer to try it and judge it for myself. Seems life moves us where we need to be even if not where we want to be. I am amazed how things worked out in my last job... Two of the former residents there were actually known to my Godmother whom I respected very much. This lead to conversations and a closeness of an extended family. Unfortunately all of these wonderful ladies have passed away and the last just after I found out I would not be working there again. It seems to me life went full circle,I strongly believe I was meant to know these other two ladies, and know them as well as my wonderful Godmother. With the circle being complete, it seems so was mine, as I was finished there not by my choice but again by fate. With this insight I do believe I am meant to move on now and start new again... something I should be use to now. I do wonder if all things happen for a reason, what or who is it I will be meant to know on this journey. Only time will answer that question but some things are better not known. As far as my personal life, yes still single. I have dated and met many nice men, just not the match I am looking for. My thought is after a failed 25 year marriage I have lived that part of life, now maybe I will remain single as I will never settle for anything except real, true and honest love. So my friends, again one step at a time, one time for each journey as we never know how far or how long the journey will be. Except it, walk with it, and understand there is always a reason even if we can not figure out the WHY'S of life. Take care, move forward and open your mind to the other possibility in life, Pixies

Sad news

It has been a while since I posted and I do have some updates, I will be updating in the near future of my life changes. For now I respectfully give voice and the written sorrow of a very dear friend(family) member if not by blood then by heart. Gladys Zwicker 1912-2012 Zwicker, Gladys Elisheba - 99, Mahone Bay, formerly of Camperdown, passed away July 27, 2012 in Mahone Nursing Home, Mahone Bay. Born in Camperdown, she was a daughter of the Late Collin and Hattie (Sarty) Naugler. Private Family Graveside will be held at a later date in Christ Lutheran Cemetery, Camperdown. On-line condolences may be made by visiting www.corkumfuneralhome.ca This women lived a very long 99 years and I was very honored to know her, another angel has just returned to heaven. God bless you Gladys I will not forget you as I carry you in my heart always. Pixies

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Reality

Hello everyone, well the news is not good... I can no long do my job and I no longer have a job. The old saying is true things go from bad to worse in life, and when they do we always end up alone and face everything alone. Not sure where things will go next, but then no one does for sure in life. Pixies